Since I've been so obsessed with Bethesda games since my long (for me anyway) internet absence, I decided to join Bethesda's official forums.. I like keeping up with news as far as my fandoms are concerned, anyway.  It's really cool, actually. I found out that the Fallout 3 Game of the Year edition is coming out in November.. Now I'm stoked! I can't wait to get all the DLCs... Even if aliens are a little strange in Fallout.. but.. If Bethesda touched it, I'm sure it will be good.. I also found out there is an Elder Scrolls novel in the works, which takes place a few years after the Oblivion crisis but before Elder Scrolls V... To tell the truth, the plot doesn't sound all that fantastic, but being a nerdy kid I'm going to check it out just to get all the lore I can.. Who knows, it might be good?... Still, I was a little dissapointed that there was no new information on either Fallout: New Vegas or Elder Scrolls V *I'm very impatient*.. Not to mention, reading about some of the things that were left out of Oblivion is a little deppressing XD *would've loved an Elder Council faction.* 

 On a school note: Being a senior (and subsequently saving all of my horrible classes for this year) I don't really have all that much to be jazzed about.. Yet, AP English is actually really fun.. We've already read our first full-length-novel (A Seperate Peace by John Knowles) and we're close to analyzing it, and then on Friday we're taking our first class trip to Springfield to see a play which sounds like a ton of fun (not to mention  I get out of school for a day.)

a few random notes

 - I want a Fishy stick welcome.

 - I suddenly have the urge to RP Kuroshitsuji

 - my brother rented Overlord 2, but I probably won't get to play it.

stolen from matanteiloki

 If you get ANYTHING, I will love you forever XD.

[Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own.]
 

 I've been avoiding the internet for almost a week now.. and for me, that's sort of impressive... I don't really know why, really... I haven't really been able to have much fun over the past few weeks, there's been a lot of drama.. Of course, I come back now...
 

 The other reason I've been staying away was because of an "illness." I'm not even sure if "illness" is a good term for how I feel. I'm fairly sure I've complained about feeling amazingly dizzy on this journal before... It's just.. Sometimes for no reason I'll get dizzy and nearly pass out.. Luckily, I've avoided actually passing out so far.. but to tell the truth, it scares me.. Especially since it's gotten a lot more severe lately... I think It might be a good idea to go to the doctor.. Yet, even while I say that.. I have no insurance, and I don't want to cause any more financial issues for my family including our current situation.. I don't know.. I just hope it'll pass.

Laser fingers... Twiggers prancing...Holy crap, I think the awesome meter exploded.

I finished reading Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk and.. It was just too good.. It's got an American Psycho flavor to it, not to mention it seems heavily influenced by the "Celebritarianism" movement (not sure which came first, though.) It wasn't all that big.. but.. 200-some odd pages isn't a small amount, either.. Still, it's taken me months to finish a book of that length before (*often looses motivation*). This however was truly easy to breeze through, and it was refreshing after I had to read "Reading Lolita in Tehran" which took me several months.. ;;; ... I think.. I think I'm going to read Glamorama next ^__^.. *now hungry for some Bret Easton Ellis*. 

 I saw Coraline a few days ago, and upon seeing it.. I can't really see why I'd been hearing such bad things about it.. It's a lovely fairytale (and yes, it does count as a fairy tale) with charming characters and a modern asthetic.Still I thought the 3-D sections were a little phoned-in.. I will never accept 3-D in films.. It's just.. not all that interesting to me. It doesn't really "enhance my experience". It just makes me roll my eyes a lot. Still, it was worth those occassionally grating moments.

This is the first on the damn list... Why can't these games get a proper release... I don't want to buy a PSP.. Especially for only one game.. but... It looks so fun.. and it's PERSONA!!!

Second on this list of the damned subjects.. I'm going back to school tommorow... That is all.

I read Johnny the Homicidal Maniac and .. I couldn't stop thinking about this one thing...

Namely "this one thing" is the child known as Squee. I couldn't really decide why it was that Johnny decided to keep little Squee alive. What possible reason could he have? On the surface Squee is not all that different from Johnny's normal victims, he screams and is scared of Johnny. Underneath that surface Squee is a very unique person in this world, he's hopelessly optimistic despite all the things that have happened to him. He goes unloved and yet cannot help deluding himself. Maybe Johnny was similar to Squee at one time? Maybe he sees himself in the boy? Johnny's actions when around Squee almost resemble a teacher showing his student the facts of life. He not only doesn't kill Squee, but he protects him from those who wish to do him harm. It's remarkably sweet in a story this awfull. Makes me interested to know more about them. Johnny and Squee are both fascinating characters, and I can't wait to get my grubby paws on more.

*in the end this ramble has meant nothing other than to crowd the f-lists of the few friends I posses*
*in essence, this post summarizes to: "my perception of cute and sweet is deranged."

It's a shame I only have fifteen icon slots, and yet.. so many awesome icons are being made.. I've had to go on a deleting spree to fit in all the new ones.. It's a shame.. Decisions are made more and more difficult due to the fact that I love all of my icons... Management is not in my blood..

Going back to school next week, which automatically means all good things must occur. For instance, I only saw one movie over the summer (aka Harry Potter.. I wanted to see Coraline but didn't want to see it in 3-D) and now when I have no time to go to a theater, all the fantastic looking films come out.. Inglorious Bastards, Alice in Wonderland, and Gamer... All of them now?.. It's such a shame.. I was looking forward to all of you..  now I have to excersize time management? (SO MANY MANAGEMENT TRIALS!) 

 If anyone cares where I've been (no hands raised, well I like hearing myself talk XD!) I've just been absorbed by Farming video games (aka Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility).. Hey, it's more fun than it sounds!

 
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You have received this note because someone thinks you are a literary geek. Copy the questions into your own note, answer the questions, and tag any friends who would appreciate the quiz, including the person who sent you this...
 

Before take the time to mention the memes, first check out this community.livejournal.com/deathnote_rpads/41908.html . This RP looks like so much fun! I would take part in it.. but.. I'm not really good with this kind of thing, that and I would be nervous playing *crappily* with people I'm unfarmiliar with... Just spreading the awesome around.

Now, to memes!

(both of which stolen frombubblesofwin)

- leave me a comment saying " My Sympathy to the Parents",
- i'll respond by asking you five questions so i can get to know you better.
- update your journal with the answers to the questions.
- include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

www.digitaljournal.com/article/276394 Oh god T_T... Not only is Pushing Daisies still gone, but I never got to see the backstage musical XD.

Question: Is it considered insane of me to look on fashion websites for clothes I will not purchase? Especially considering that I could never do those outfits justice. I can't help it, I'm lured by the pretty nature. Not only that, but I'm getting a soft spot for Pirate Loli, which I never considered enjoying... That and maybe... I just like using Google's translator on the Baby website. It makes little sense when it's directly translated, but it's just so humorous! Not to mention... Awfully adorable...

 One more thing, before I leave you guys alone for a bit...(Until I spam your page again with pointless posts.) There has been an odd rumor going around that Marilyn Manson will star with Emma Watson in an adaptation of Cinderella...

Title: Climbing Escalators backwards
Author: Elisabell_angel
Pairings/characters: MelloxNear, mentions of others
Rating: PG at most
Warnings: very mild hints of yaoi